Lost track of time

What happened where did my focus do? Where did my drive for growth go? I started giving attention to this outside the house. I lost track of my own growth and was growing someone else’s garden. I lost the plot of a moment but I am coming back home. Some of my plants are drying up withering away. I hope I can save them I hope I can bring life back into my babies. I wasn’t giving my babies attention and they looked for outside things to nurture them. I need myself I can’t rely on someone/something else do take care of my responsibilities my duties. My time is everything who I give it is even more important. Giving my time to grow my life and I choose which parts are the most valuable and I water and take care of that. Everything else will grow as long as my self is maintained I can give my 100 to the rest. Losing track on time is an illusion where ever you spend it is where it goes. Choose your investments wisely. Are you growing the garden of your dreams or someone else’s?