Plot Twist free yourself from mental slavery

Without getting too personal I feel like life has altered itself. Like when did we switch rollercoasters. I am not complaint but at the same time I am astonished. The adrenaline is going crazy inside me the Anticipation is killing me.

I have a few questions about life or thoughts. When you have children it feel like doing things for yourself is so selfish or wrong. But do your children really care about that they just want to be around you and see you happy. The only people judging is your own thoughts from what you learned or seen. I feel like once you have children knowing who you are is so important still have fun and being happy with your environment and people/ experiences is so important. Life would be miserable if you didn’t enjoy the people places and things around you so if that means to others being the villain or selfish that’s on them not you. Live your life create moments of happiness as much as possible.

I am learning to let go of old ideas or perspectives that raised me to be shy timid and a people pleasure. Being a people pleasure makes you suffer more cause now you are doing everything to make someone else happy and not even your own damn self. So everyone else happy around you expect your own self. No way I don’t like that one bit. Give yourself all that love